Who Am I ?

I am before flesh, thoughts, emotions, and names.

萬法歸一 一歸何處 (만법귀일 일귀하처)

만법은 하나로 돌아가는데 그 하나는 어디로 가는가.

The Kingdom of God is within you. You search for God in churches and temples and in rituals. But you carry in yourself that which you seek. The Kingdom is not a place you travel to; it is a Truth you awaken to.

One disciple asks, Master, how is the Kingdom awakened? Jesus responds, "By remembering who you are." "You are not merely flesh; you are Light from the Light."

Mary Magdalene asks, Master, if the Kingdom is within, why do many not see it? Jesus responds. "Mary, you understand because you seek it with your soul and not with your mind alone. Many look with eyes but are blind within."

No building can contain what Father placed within you. No priest can mediate what is already yours.

You search for God in the sky and in the words of others, but the Kingdom is already within you. You do not enter it from the outside; you awaken to it from within.

The Kingdom is inside you and outside you. When you come to know yourselves, then you will be known. - The Gospel of Thomas

Those who say they will die first and then rise are in error. If they do not receive the resurrection while they live, when they die, they will receive nothing. - The Gospel of Philip

Blessed is the man who has suffered and found life. - The Gospel of Thomas

"Sin" doesn't mean moral failing; it means ignorance of your divine nature and attachment to illusion. 

The world is a prison, and we are prisoners; we have put fetters on ourselves and forged our own chains. - Plotinus

觀自在 = 回光返照 = 보는 놈을 보라.

좌선 만이 참선參禪이 아니고, 언제 어디서도 항상 보는 놈을 보는 것이 참선이며 견성見性이다.

本來面目 = 五蘊皆空 = 色卽是空 空卽是色 = "있는 것은 있기 때문에 바뀌고 생멸生滅이 있다. 없는 것은 없기 때문에 바뀌지 않고 생멸도 없다. 이것이 자기 물건이요, 진정한 자기自己이고, 이것이 곧 불성이고, 이것을 보는 것이 곧 견성[깨달음]이다. 이 놈은 현실現實을 여읜 놈이기 때문에 우리 몸이 천만 번을 죽어도 없어지지 않는다." -겸우선사

"불교는 자기 물건을 찾아주는 종교이다." -겸우선사

Invisible mirror 무경 無鏡

觀自在 = 回光返照 

참선參禪이 따로 필요없다. 언제 어디서도 항상 보는 놈을 보는 것이 견성見性이다.

本來面目 = 五蘊皆空 = 色卽是空 空卽是色 = 있는 것은 있기 때문에 바뀌고 생멸生滅이 있다. 없는 것은 없기 때문에 바뀌지 않고 생멸도 없다. 이것이 자기 물건이요, 진정한 자기自己이고, 이것이 곧 불성이고, 이것을 보는 것이 곧 견성[깨달음]이다. 이 놈은 현실現實을 여읜 놈이기 때문에 우리 몸이 천만 번을 죽어도 없어지지 않는다.

The world is a prison, and we are prisoners; we have put fetters on ourselves and forged our own chains. - Plotinus

The Demiurge, Religious (Death) Cults, 사이비 종교

Why do I make a special section for this page named "The Demiurge, Religious (Death) Cults, and Korean Religious Cults (사이비종교단체)?

That's because many attackers on me for the past decade, especially the street-level foot soldiers—stalkers, harassers, and those coordinated group executioner gangs of bodily harm and life-debilitating criminal frauds in the US and Korea—may have been members of these religious cult organizations. 

These organizations come in from all different religions and denominations. Really, they come in all different shapes and forms. Some were from criminal fringe ethnic elements of well-established worldwide religious organizations.

I want to put this information out there so that I put them on notice that these are the people who surveilled, stalked, harassed, and tried to injure and kill me in the most insidious manners over the past decade, most notably from 2018. These attacks still continue today.  

This is my own way and effort to prevent these criminal elements in groups in their religious, corporate, institutional, and ethnic affiliations from further inflicting bodily, financial, and reputational harm on their targeted individuals, otherwise innocent victims, for the reasons of corporate and institutional retaliation; religious, personal, and ethnic hatreds; and criminal frauds and their payouts.

With the help of the internet and advanced telecommunication tools, these criminal religious gangsters in Korea and the U.S. find no bounds to their ready access to all different types of criminal activities, often contracting and using locally available criminal gangs, which are often made of white-collar professionals, first responders, corporate executives, mega-millionaires, politicians, employees of multinational corporations, non-profit corporations, governmental and public service organizations, members of labor unions, NGOs, churches, temples, and other faith-based religious organizations, and other institutional terrorists.

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Jesus Revealed Yahweh Was The Demiurge — 5 Proofs Hidden In The Bible 

Christ & The Monad: The Gnostic Teaching the Church Tried to Erase

The FULL STORY Of Demiurge’s Reincarnation Trap - Gnostic Warning About Death

Why Jung Believed Jesus Spoke Against the Demiurge, Not God

The Lost Gospel That Exposes the Demiurge’s FinalH Deception

Former 33rd Degree Mason Reveals the Darkest Secrets of Freemasonry - Also talks about Mormons.

Rabbi Yaakov Shapiro: Is Judaism a Nationality?

An excerpt from the internet that explains best why the LDS (Mormon Church) is the closest aligned Christian Church to Judaism. There are huge numbers of followers of the Mormon Church in Korea.

There are some fringe religious groups in Korea that believe that one of the 12 tribes of Israel moved to the Korean peninsula and that Koreans are descendants of an Israelite tribe. How crazy is that?

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The largest religious cult organization, 대순진리회, with a membership of 1,830,000 members, and the 5th, 증산도, with 600,000 members, may be closely related to "Maum Meditation Centers" in the US.

These have presence in the US: the number 2 ranked is the SGI, the number 4 ranked is the Unification Church, the number 7 ranked is ShinCheonJi, and the number 8 ranked are the JW with 120,000 members in Korea.

It appears Korea is the number #1 home country of the world's religious (death) cults. The sheer numbers of these religious (death) cults are mind-boggling. 

There are literally hundreds and thousands of these small religious (death) cults with memberships of less than 100 followers present in Korea. 

The Secret Religions That Control Millions in Korea

Korea's Most Disturbing Cults Iceberg 

The Dangerous Evolution of Jehovah's Witnesses

The Untold Story of Charles Taze Russell — The Founder of Jehovah’s Witnesses

Messiah Or Manipulator?: Escaping the Grip of Sun Myung Moon's Unification Church (Cult Documentary)

Church of Shincheonji: Inside the alleged cult and the tactics former members used | 7NEWS

Is Shincheonji a Cult? Former SCJ Member Explains

Shincheonji Ex-Member: New Heaven New Earth Church Refuted - Part 1

History of the Korean Cults Revealed - (SCJ, WMSCOG, JMS)

한국에서 가장 유명한 사이비 종교 13곳 (사이비 편 몰아보기)

Buddhist Terminology

응무소주 이생기심(應無所主而生其心 Ungmoosojoo-Yisanggishim): This phrase literally translates as "one should give rise to the mind without dwelling on anything." This corresponds to the phrase "no eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, or mind" in the Heart Sutra, which refers to a mind that is formless, soundless, smellless, tasteless, and touchless. This means that the six senses and the six modes of perception should only produce awareness, not the mind. This means that one should not cling to anything that gives rise to the mind upon seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching, or thinking of a pleasing or unpleasing subject. An interesting episode associated with this exact phrase is that Huineng, the sixth patriarch of Zen Buddhism, an illiterate daily firewood gatherer, decided to become a Buddhist monk after hearing this exact phrase in the Diamond Sutra on the street. 

생사일여(生死一如 sang-sa-il-yeo) - A Buddhist view of life and death is not two different states of entities but one and the same. It is used interchangeably with the concept of "life and death are not different." It expresses the Buddhist perspective that life and death are not distinct but rather phenomena of change arising according to the principle of dependent origination. It is grounded in the theory of dependent origination, which is the core of Buddhist ontology, and posits that all phenomena in the world change through birth, aging, changing, death, and dissolution in accordance with this principle.

Original Light, 原光 원광 (Won-Gwang), refers to the luminous mind—the inherent, pure awareness present in all beings. It represents the true nature of consciousness, which is often clouded, covered, or dimmed by mental defilements but never destroyed. 

Original brightness (원명 原明 Won-Myung) refers to the innate, pure, and luminous nature of the mind that is inherently present but obscured by temporary delusions, attachments, and defilements. Often synonymous with "Buddha-nature" or "Original Light."

本來面目, 본래면목 (bon-rae-myun-mok), Original Face—Original Face is defined as a Buddhist term referring to the perfect and true aspect inherent in all sentient beings from the beginning.

回光返照, 회광반조 (hwe-gwang-ban-jo), "Turning the light around," or "tracing back the radiance," is a key Zen Buddhist practice that shifts attention away from external phenomena and instead shifts inward toward one's own fundamental, luminous awareness. It means using the mind to witness its own true nature—often called Buddha-nature or the "luminous mind"—uncovering an inherent capacity for enlightenment rather than seeking it outwardly. 

Forbidden Gospels

1 * The Ethiopian Bible Secret Before Birth, After Death, and the Christ Awakening Within You Before you were flesh, you were flame (light, pure consciousness). 

2 * Banned by the Vatican: 33 Jesus Sayings Survive in the Ethiopian Bible — #17 Awakens Immortality Before Adam existed, I am. And whoever among you becomes like me will find that stones will serve them and fire will not burn them.

3 * Jesus Didn’t Die for Sin? The Ethiopian Bible Says Something Else Seek not in Temples nor in Heavens. For the Kingdom is within You. 

4 * Jesus Divided Souls Into 7 Levels — Only One Reaches the Monad Past the Archons

5 * The Ethiopian Bible Reveals What Jesus Said To His Disciples Right After His Resurrection! 

6 * “I AM WHO I AM” IS A LIE! Spinoza Reveals the Name the Bible Never Mentioned

7 * Forbidden Gospel Of Thomas: The 3 Secret Powers Of Jesus — One Is Invisibility 11:45 Unified nature of consciousness. 25:20 Uninterrupted Continuity of Consciousness

8 * The Banned Gospels That Suggest Jesus Wasn't an Only Child

9 * SPINOZA PROVED JESUS Was Not the SON of GOD but SOMETHING That Would DESTROY the CHURCH Question, Understand, and Awaken.

10 * The FORBIDDEN Discovery: Spinoza and the True Origin of Man Strategy is the highest form of honesty.

11 * The FULL STORY Of The Monad - Every Gnostic MUST Know This (Invisible Source of All)

12 * Jesus’ Hidden 5 Keys To Enter The Monad — Archons Erased Them

13 * Jesus Revealed Yahweh Was The Demiurge — 5 Proofs Hidden In The Bible 

14 * Why Jung Believed Jesus Spoke Against the Demiurge, Not God

15 * Jesus Didn’t Die for Sin? The Ethiopian Bible Says Something Else Seek not in Temples nor in Heavens. For the Kingdom is within You.

16 * The Gospel of Philip: Reveals the Kiss That Changed Mary Magdalene’s Fate

17 * The Gospel Of Thomas: Jesus' Lost Teachings That Challenge Everything

18 * The FULL STORY Of Demiurge’s Reincarnation Trap - Gnostic Warning About Death

19 * Jesus Revealed the 9 Barriers Archons Used to Stop Monad Entry (Ancient Gnostic Map) 

20 * Jesus Explained Why 99% of Souls Never Reach the Monad (And Where They Go Instead)

21 * Jesus REVEALED Why Your Soul Chose This Life — And How To Reach the Monad

22 * The Monad – The Real God Hidden From Us (Audiobook)

23 * The Complete Gospel of Mary Magdalene | With Explanation | BANNED from the Bible 

24 * Gospel of Thomas - The 114 Secret Sayings of Jesus | Nag Hammadi Library Saying #50

25 * The Gospel Of Mary Magdalene Reveals The Phrase That Makes You Immortal 

26 * The Truth the Church Never Told You

27 * 7 Secrets Jesus Gave Only to Mary Magdalene — Secret #3 Will Shock You 

28 * BANNED: The Gospel of Thomas | Complete Explanation | Full Movie

29 * The Gnostic Gospels: The Forbidden Teachings of Jesus

30 * 114 Secret Mystical Sayings of Jesus: The Gospel of Thomas Explained

31 * What secrets await in the Gospel of Philip?

32 * Secrets in the Ethiopian Bible: Christ Came Before Jesus Multiple Times 21:11

33 * This Is Why the Ethiopian Bible Was Feared and Silenced

34 * THE DIVINE RIFT, How the Council of Nicaea Shaped Christianity Forever

35 * The Hidden Secrets of Arius, and the Council of Nicaea.

36 * The Ethiopian Bible Just Revealed Why Jesus’ Post-Resurrection Words Were Never Taught—It’s Shocking

37 * Why Does Only The Ethiopian Bible Reveal The Hidden Truth About The Teachings Of Jesus?

38 * Jesus’ Most Dangerous Teaching at the Last Supper — Preserved in Ethiopia

39 * The Lost Gospel of Judas: Why They Tried to Erase It 

40 * The FULL STORY Of Judas - Every Gnostic MUST Know This

41 * Ethiopia Preserved Jesus’s “Too Dangerous” Teachings Removed at Nicaea

42 * The Lost Ending of the Lord’s Prayer – The Line the Church Erased, Ethiopia Kept  

43 * The Dark Side Of Paul: The Apostle Who Removed Mary Magdalene To Take Power

44 * Jesus’ Most Dangerous Teaching at the Last Supper — Preserved in Ethiopia

45 * Paul vs Jesus Teachings: The BIGGEST LIE in Christianity?

46 * Jesus Reveals EXACTLY What Happens AFTER You Escape the Archons (obsessive detail)

47 * The Kybalion (1908) by Three Initiates (William Walker Atkinson)

48 * The FULL STORY Of Gnostic Sophia - Every Gnostic MUST Know This

49 * Jesus Divided Souls Into 3 Types — Only ONE Can Pass the Archons and Enter the Monad

50 * The Secret Book Of John Gnostic Text From The Nag Hammadi Library Full Audio Book With Music

51 * The Secret Book of John They Hide From Everyone (Why Soul Came to Earth)

Karma

What Happens After Death? Buddhism’s View on Rebirth and Karma

Buddhism: The 05 Laws Of Karma That Will Change Your Life

Buddhist Karma & Rebirth Explained

What is KARMA in Buddhism? | Rewrite Your DESTINY Today

GOOD KARMA Won't SAVE You | What BUDDHA Really Taught About Karma

What I really like about the Buddha

Here I am talking about Siddhartha Gautama, Sukaymuni Buddha, the Buddha who founded Buddhism as we know it today 2600 years ago.

There were no pretenses or additives added to him. He was all flesh and blood. He gets sick like we ordinary human beings do; he had a body ache, and there was nothing that was superhuman about him. He was just like another human being, like any of us, as far as we can tell. He never puffed himself up. Anything that was puffed about him was done by his followers hundreds of years after his death. His disciples did not puff him up, although they always showed him respect as their teacher. He did not ask for Buddhist temples or Buddha statues that made likenesses of him to be worshipped after he was gone.

He asked his followers to rely only on oneself and the dharma as their only teacher, no one else, 자등명 법등명 自燈明 法燈明.

Every day, he went into a town to beg for food once, like every member of his sangha did. He didn't ask for better food because he was the leader, the enlightened one, the Buddha. In fact, he got food poisoning, and he really died from eating spoiled food when he was 80 years old.

When his cousin Ananda was in tears at the Buddha's deathbed, he implored Ananda to ask him questions he wanted to ask him before he was gone.

What I really like about Siddhartha Gotama Buddha is that he was a realist. When Ananda asked about the six monks who always, at the time, made rochus in the sangha crowd when the Buddha was absent, he gave Ananda this advice: "Ignore them. Don't respond to them. Once they are finally fed up with the non-response from the other bhikkhus, they will leave," and they did leave.

He was a wise counselor; at the same time, he was the Buddha. He cared so much about everyone who sought his advice; he altered his deliverance of his advice to fit each particular individual's education level or background. 

He didn't dwell on abstract subjects such as where and when the humans came from. He concentrated on today's problem. He tried to save every human being from today's problem, the sufferings, dukkha. 

He gave this example to a person who kept asking him such abstract questions like where and when the universe was originally created or began. He said, "Let's say you were hit by a poisoned arrow; it is like you refuse to pull that arrow until you know who shot the arrow, what the arrow and poison were made of, or what direction it came from." You would be dead before you get your answers. 

I wonder what advice Sukaymuni Buddha would have given me dealing with these vicious, hidden, and powerful individuals made up of politicians, corporate executives, billionaires, and institutional terrorists (corrupted and evil police, firemen, EMTs, government employees, NGO and Nonprofit employees, and more) attacking me for more than the past eight years.